Ok so seriously. Parents are fucking crazy! My mom is such a bitch it is unreal. I work over 40 hours a fucking week and on my only day off she fucking wakes me up at 6 o'clock. Then when she gets home she bitches about how she works all day and me and my brother don't do shit. FUCK THAT!! I can't wait to move the fuck out of this house. I seriously hate it here. I would give anything to live in florida away from all this shit.

Ok! So i'm home from Florida. This makes me both happy and sad. I'm happy to be able to play with my friends again. But i'm sad because i miss it. I hate living at home. I'm ready to move out. I want a job but i dont want my parents to bug me about it everyday. Seriously everytime they talk to me they say something about getting a job. I haven't even been home for a week yet. They are crazy. I mean i know i need a job and i want one. But it's going to take more than a day to get a job. And they want me to work in Raceland. But that won't happen. Like there is no where to work here. I want to work in houma or thibodaux. Thibodaux would probably be smarter since i go to school there. I did tutor Jordan today and got 12 dollars. lol So at least i am making some money. And I want to move out! I cant stand living here. My parents are so not cool. Like I hate having to ask to go places and to have stuff to do during the day when i'm off. And its not like i can do it on my own time. I have to do what they tell me to do when they tell me to do it. And like I hate doing the little things for them that they can totally do. Like stupid stuff that they dont need me to do but ask me to do anyway. It's annoying. I'm going to get a good job and hopefully by the end of the summer i'll have enough money saved that i can move out. Hopefully. I doubt it though. Cause i'm sure they'll make me pay for the a/c in my car. And they'll start making me pay for little stuff. Which makes me angry. But whatever. I'll get over it. Hopefully everything works out. I'm going hard core job searching next week. Nikki is going to be there to come with me so it should be fun.

Well, I'm almost finished! I only have 5 days left. I'm really excited to go home. We started packing things today. We actually packed a good bit of stuff. It's kinda weird to go back home. Like I'll be glad to be home but i'm going to miss it here. I'm really going to miss the friends i've made here. Like Erin and Mikki. We just started hanging out with them a lot and we are about to leave. It sucks but hopefully we'll be able to visit each other and stuff. And we'll still have myspace to keep in touch. lol I talked to Jenny the other day. It feels like she's been gone forever. And it hasn't really been that long. But she wants to come visit us when we get home so i'm sure after we get home and get settled she will come. That will be exciting! I miss her. I really miss my Jenna! I can't wait to go home and go ride get a snowball with her! And we can have a long talk about things that are going on in our lives! I love her!

Tomorrow is my last day of work here! YAY!! I'm really excited about that. But today was the easist day ever. Me and Britt had to share 5 rooms and we were a houseperson. So we basically sat down most of the day. It was wonderful. I want to do it again tomorrow. But i know that won't happen. But whatever. It's my last day! So it'll be fine! But I'm really tired now. So I am going to bed!

ugh! i'm so annoyed right now. i'm ready to go home but i dont want to live at home when i get back. i want to move out and get an apartment or something. i dont think that will happen but i really wish it would. but i'll get over that. i'm looking forward to going home and get a job there. it has to be easier and better than working here. i hate work here. i really do. it sucks so bad. the people are stupid, the work is stupid. everything about it is stupid. except that we got free ice cream today. but i know that wont happen often. especially since i only have 8 days of work left. there is a party thing for us this week. its going to be really fun. some of the girls from work rented a hotel that night and they asked if me and britt want to stay with them. its going to be really fun. i dont have to work the next day so it will be really fun. i'm really excited about it. but i'm more excited to go home. jenna and jeff might be coming visit before we leave. we'll just follow them home if they do come. they dont know if they are coming yet because they havent figured out how they are getting here. their parents dont want them to take their cars so they have to find another way. so we dont know if they are coming yet or not. i really hope they do come because that would just be great! it would be so much fun. but i understand if they dont. i know they want to come and if they can't then it isn't their fault. i'll be home soon enought to cuddle with jenna and coach jeff. it's all good. i can't wait until i go home and everything goes back to like it was before i left. except for the fact that i'll get a job and stuff. but whatever. i still have a lot of stuff to do for school. that sucks cause i dont really know what i'm doing but it'll be ok. i'll be fine.

i've been really into the young and the restless lately. like we take a break everyday at work to watch it. and now when we cant watch it at work it plays at night on soapnet. thats really exciting. its getting so juicy. i feel kinda like my grandma. i'm watching the daytime emmy's right now and i'm so hoping that young and the restless take everything. i mean it is the best. i like other soaps though. awe man it jsut lost to general hospital. that sucks. but anyway. i am going to bed so that i can get up for work in the morning. goodnight.

Well i'm really sick of work. I'm just tired of it. I'm over everything. I'm over going to work in everyday. And i'm ready to go home and play with everyone. I dont have much longer left but its still too long. i'm ready to go. but i will suck it up and stay. Mrs. Lacey wants to fly up here this week and get us. that does sound really good cause htat means i will be going home this week. But i dont want to quit. It's so crazy! I'm so tired now. But i will go watch Oprah.

Well we dont have much time left here! I'm extremely excited about that! I can't wait to go home. I miss everyone so much. And I hate work. Especially lately. They keep moving us around. And I hate not knowing where I will be. They might even move us to a different resort completely and that would just be uncool. But one good thing about work is that we get off early now. I still would rather not go at all. But I only have 14 days of work left. And only 22 days here. So yay!! Well i must eat now.

Well we dont have much time left here! I'm extremely excited about that! I can't wait to go home. I miss everyone so much. And I hate work. Especially lately. They keep moving us around. And I hate not knowing where I will be. They might even move us to a different resort completely and that would just be uncool. But one good thing about work is that we get off early now. I still would rather not go at all. But I only have 14 days of work left. And only 22 days here. So yay!! Well i must eat now.

Ok! So in 2 weeks i am going home to visit! Seriously, I'm pumped! I really can't wait! Like I don't know what I'm going to do for 2 weeks! I really can't wait to play with everyone! I really can't wait to see Jenna and Shawn! OMG! I'm kinda nervous about flying though. But I'll have Britt with me so I guess it won't be that bad! Well, I'm soooo pumped!!

so things are going good. i still like it here. i miss home right now though cause i want to go to parades and have fun with everyone. i'm so jealous that everyone gets to go to parades and stuff. this would be the first year in a while that i dont have to march. but i guess there is always next year.

so work is work. it kinda sucks. i really hate cleaning up after stupid people. like i dont mind straightening up after people who keep their rooms clean but some people are so disgusting. like they just leave trash all over the floor and crumbs and stuff. its crazy. but whatever. if they leave a tip then its all good. me and britt clean together a lot. even though we really arent supposed to. we get our work done so its no big deal. britt's parents and erin are coming here in a few days. i wont get to spend a lot of time with them cause i'll be working but britt is going to be off hopefully. i mean i can go places with them at night but i dont think i will. i mean i think britt should spend time with her family. but i'll be off wednesday so maybe i'll hang out with them then. and mrs. lacey is supposed to be cooking for us. shes making a gumbo and stuff like that. i cant wait!

britt made boiled shrimp and potatoes for supper tonight. it was so good. we ate that and watched rent. and american idol. me and britt were so impressed by chris daughtry that we voted for him. lol we were going to clean the apartment tomorrow but we found out that we are having an inspection tomorrow so we had to clean tonight. well i guess i'll go to bed soon. so i can sleep late tomorrow.

so i feel like all i do is work and sleep. today work sucked. it was rainy all day and we had to ride the little pargo thing in the rain. and then i was sick and threw up 4 times while i was working. like actually doing work isnt that bad. like the days go fast and i get to play with britt during the day. so i really cant complain. our managers are really nice so its good. i really like living here though. i thought i would be really sad and miss home and stuff but its not that bad. like i miss having a lot of people to hang out with and stuff but me and britt are cool. we hang out with our roommate jenny a lot. i love her. and we have met a few new people. but mostly we just hang out with jenny and joseph. and it is really weird that we have been here a month. it really doesnt seem like a month. i mean i miss my friends and stuff but i think i'll be fine here for another 3 months. but i love everyone.